James embarks on a desperate journey to the Amazon rainforest, armed with just a year before he believes he has a "license to kill himself." His mission is to seek out a shaman who he hopes will provide the healing he desperately needs. Battling inner demons and grappling with his mental health, he immerses himself in the vibrant culture and spiritual practices of the indigenous people. Through this transformative experience, he seeks not only answers but also the possibility of redemption and a renewed sense of purpose in life.